Eric, I am missing you so much, but would not have you back as you were those last few days The whole experience was not pleasant, but we did what you wanted and cared for you at home. It was love fulfilled in caring for you, but agony watching you change and shrink. You are at peace now, a peace you richly deserve. Thank you for a happy marriage and 2 wonderful kids. You were my anchor and I feel adrift without you Luv Pam